strong sexual needs

Everyone has the needs. Everyone has the different needs to have a better life. Needs can motivate someone to gain their satisfaction. Yea, SATISFACTION. There is a wide range in needs. Yea, many choices in needs. Why on earth u want to put much focus into sexual needs? Okla, if moderate, not so strong. If really strong, also okla, if u know how to control the evil hide behind strong sexual needs. 

If u have the strong sexual needs, knowing how to control it and find the suitable ways to dissolve it. Never mind then. Thumb up for u. *claps* But if u don't know how to control it and let the evil to find the victims, scumbag is the only word. 

RAPE. To fulfill their SATISFACTION, sexual assault. Yea, they forced victims to sex and ignore all those screams. Some even worst, kill them after "consume" victims! Is it really fun to build excruciation on delicate women? Is it really excited to suck spirits out of their bodies?

I feel sorrow. I can imagine the pain and suffer! *heart twisted* 

I'm a graduates from UUM. Not only will happen in my university but also other university as well. When horror case happened in my U,  I always no chance to witness the real victims. All those rape cases I heard from friends. Maybe u wonder why media never post these cases out. Try to think, university always has their "ways" to deal with these cases. This semester is the worst. Why? Not one or two cases, at least five I heard! Mostly foreigners from Somalia build their fun on Chinese ladies' bodies! Hello?! Please find nearer prostitutes that always available in Thailand, not very expensive and good services. Innocent women won't fulfill your wretch behavior. Please let them go! Are u trying to ruin their whole life because of your temporary uncontrollable sexual needs? Please THINK.

U may think, what so special for this glass door? Did u notice the side of the door? The brown color? And compare with the pic below:

The previous look for the glass door. These are my usually classes. One DKG contains many classrooms, up to 10 or more. One thing make me puzzled most is only one classroom's door been changed. The rest maintain old doors. One classroom has 2 doors. However that classroom, only one door been changed. Why? 

Outside of the classroom. Secluded indeed. A logical place to drag girls inside classroom for "special activity". Why the door been changed? People told me RAPE case happened right inside that classroom. Oh gosh! I really don't like my school management. But it doesn't mean I hate my school. Hallo?! When something happened, u just change one door? Can u be smart bit? If I'm the guy who very strong sexual need, I can choose other classroom for sex! U should change all doors, not just one for safety purpose.

Is it really cool to hunt for women? To follow them, creeping along alleys, goading, do obscenities on women? 

These are what real man is. 

--taken from facebook, here--

Chinese news about foreigners sneak into female toilets. 

Opinion about the safety nowadays. 

Save women. Women are the weak creature, however not to take their weaknesses as an advantage to rape, rob or kidnap. Thank you.

exam!!!

 @@" Recently I am busy in preparing exam. Exam! Oh gosh! Hate exam so much. Make me feel so stressful. Exam just can give people pressure rather than what? I don't think there is any benefit for exam lo. Maybe a good result? Lol.

I was studying in pantry room, near to my room. Maybe you will wondering why I want to study here instead of my own room. You know what? Malaysia is a hottest weather country ever! ( I know there is some where else hotter than Malaysia, just want to grumble.) My little tiny room like a sauna room! After I having my bath, sweats just popping out the minute I stepped inside my room. *sobs*

Books!

Look! My stressful face. Lol.

This pantry room gonna be our stock room soon when end of this sem. Some people have put their things up there.

The sink. 

Garbage? No, no. Is some of my stuff. Hehe. Why wrapped it with garbage bags? To prevent it from dust. Lol.

The night scene from my seat. Nothing special.

This fan! Very noisy. Once I switch on, sound of the fan rotation is very harsh! Wondering why no one go to office complain it.

The corner. 

Overall, I know nothing can impress you guys la. Simple and crude pantry. This is one of the part the place I stay. All I hope is just I can graduate faster and leave this horrible place soon!

my very first Dior make up palette!

Sadness is only I can feel the moment I stepped out from bus. *haiz* UUM again. I just don't want stay at here. This place always eroding my confidence with so many embedded rules, people selfishness, higher results requirement, have to join activities as many as even you can't (to maintain currently stayed place). I know, I know, maybe UUM concerns about us can't even get the job if we just study and study only. Maybe UUM want to train us into disciplined people through so many embedded rules. Or maybe I just very weak can't face these? *haiz* whatever la.

End of my ambiguous wordings.

Today I go to office to receive my parcel. Yeah! Finally it comes to my hands. Hehe. Suppose I get it last week but at that time I already went back to home. The whole last week I was worrying my parcel: do it safe for being at there? Would someone else bossy to open it? (won't happen la, office is the most secure place to keep things, haha!) Actually I was more concern of what it looks like in real. Cos first time purchase cosmetic in such expensive price. If let my mama see this, she will totally bang her head with her palm. *hahax*

Happily jump here and there to show you this thing:

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Pos Laju--my all time favorite! 

Secured with bubble wrapped

She is so concern! Look! She even wrapped it with a piece of paper (maybe she worried the box will be scratch during deliver). So sweet.

Deng! Deng! Deng!

Dior Cannage Collection Makeup Palette

As you can see: Rouge Dior 365 Rose Vip, Dior Blush + Brush, Diorskin Forever Compact Teint Haute Perfection Extreme Wear Makeup, eyeshadow + double sided applicator, Diorshow mascara

Am I happy now? Yes, indeed! No wonder many beauty bloggers prefer purchase with branded cosmetics. Branded cosmetics always produce with great products and also pretty cases they have. I would use it tomorrow when I go out! Yeehaa. To peacock it on my face. Perhaps I look prettier when I use it? Haha. *shrugs*

shiftload of midterms! assignments!

Urghh...recently I was so busy in all these things: non-stoppable re-do assignment, assignments and midterms all come once in couple days. I just can't hold my breath well, feel really stressful. Luckily I have my dearly bf at my side always give me courage and motivation to me. I always bla bla beside him. Haha. Released my emotion with bla bla together. And he just nicely sitting there for hearing me all sort of complains. Love u, baby! Without u, I can't imagine how I came across these suck days. And now, I came back to my hometown for giving myself one week holiday. Haha! Or else, u may want to visit me in Tanjung Rambutan (mental hospital).

curricular activity--choir

Sounds great when u look at the title if u are interested in music, so am I!

Studying in government university have to join the curricular activity they have. Choir is my second choice. Luckily i get this as my curricular activity however i'm regret of joining this now. The first three semester, i did enjoy myself meet with new friends. Also learn to sing a lot of Malay songs though some of the Malay lyrics damn boring but who cares. The important thing is I can use my spare time well chit chat with friends or update the newest info in town now! Haha! Almost girls like. *phew* Gossip~

Ok, back to the topic. Now, this semester my original choir trainer abandoned us and let a very young blood to teach us. Ya, very young, 26 or 27 years old something without any experience in teaching. His temper also very 'young' too. Easy to get angry, not very kind to us, and like to act handsome in front of us which make me totally vomit. U know what? He just teach us "la..la..la" for almost one hour, oh gosh! And the next hour, he use to teach us the same song again and again. He seems like know how to sing one song only ==" My wonderful choir time ruined by him. I think all of us didn't like him too much, so am I. Some others more hot, talking gossip behind him. Haha! And the next minute, we all get a bla bla session from this one:

The guy wear fake Nike black t-shirt (my friend told me this is fake Nike) adjusting mic prepare to give a long talk. All the time he uses in his big speech was focus in threatening us must respect the guy beside him and also have to obey the words he said. Or else u will get a grade C in your Choir subject which means pull down the CGPA points. Well, never mind, u go ahead do what u want cos i didn't do any wrong (I'm a good student. Nah! Haha.). I just have few more days have to face my choir new trainer, then i will say tata to him forever. This semester is my last semester in joining choir. Yeah!! The act my trainer doing will just let us don't like him even worse. He gave me the feel appear to he is a child like to complain anything to his papa, then let his papa speak out for him. Wa...one word pop out in my mind : coward.

This is my story of my curricular activity. Luckily, i have one friend chit chat with me all the time. Thanks, mei wan! If not, i will bored to max.

This photo was taken when we having fun in photo shoot in Watson! Haha. Crazy max for us!

as student in uum

This year is my fourth semester in UUM. UUM stated in Kedah which is a very Islamic state. At the same time, UUM is a well known school in Accounting and Finance. My university surrounded by trees, more like a jungle. I live in hostel provided by university (have to pay them back of course). As u all can see, except from the building in these photos, what u can see is just barely trees. 

Well, maybe i love this place at first cos it is so natural and undoubtedly is a good place for me to study here which can make me more disciplined. But after one and a half year been here, i already try all sort of things that UUM has. Haiz. Sound pity, right? Can u imagine that almost all of your time wasted here by looking on trees? Well, of course i mean after study and do my homework. 

My university is very near to Thailand, one hour can be right over there. So, which means if i want to buy something or shopping or even watch movie, have to take 2 hours (by bus) go to Alor Star, a real city. Haiz. I know, I know, I know i can just go to the shopping complex which is more near to my university, Changlun is the way. I have to wait another one and a half year then only I can get my cert. Luckily, i have my boyfriend here which is my big console for me. Go to class together, go to shopping together and also can dating^^ If not, i will be bored to die. 

End of my poor story. Here is the photos of my residence .

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This is my room. Look quite messy, right? Haha :) Two people live in a small room.

Right hand side is my bed. Can u see the plastic bag on the top there? It is use to trap the small insects. A simple tool yet effective.

This is the scene when i look out of my window. Beside the tree is the small cabin for garbage. And the behind is my residence hall, used to held all kinds of event at here. When the time they held event, is my ears suffer time. Can u see the big speaker up there? Oh, gosh!

Can u see the green wires? This is the place for me to hang my wet cloths.

Cloths drying racks.

This is the block where i live in.

My dear boyfriend. *muacks*

Tata!